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Jul. 18th, 2019 02:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ibenholtI am humiliated.
I graduated with a bachelor's degree in 2016 and swore to myself that I never ever would return to higher education. Three years of depression and utter unhappiness had set it's mark on me.
Maybe more so than I realized, because despite applying for jobs over and over, and getting interviews that amount to nothing, I'm sitting here, jobless and forced to accept a year at some school in the middle of nowhere unless I wanna live off of well-fare.
I just don't understand why it had to come to this.
I did everything I was asked to do, and then some.
I have had no control over my life for 3 years and I'm so sick of it!
I graduated with a bachelor's degree in 2016 and swore to myself that I never ever would return to higher education. Three years of depression and utter unhappiness had set it's mark on me.
Maybe more so than I realized, because despite applying for jobs over and over, and getting interviews that amount to nothing, I'm sitting here, jobless and forced to accept a year at some school in the middle of nowhere unless I wanna live off of well-fare.
I just don't understand why it had to come to this.
I did everything I was asked to do, and then some.
I have had no control over my life for 3 years and I'm so sick of it!
